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7月23日

Deja Vu..

 

 

I sit by the side of my window... and look at the sky...

Yet again the thoughts pouring in, and so many- why?

Sometimes I wonder, god must have decided it for me...

But, memories from the past tell me, how I turned it to be,

How hard I may try, to think of the happy days...

Don’t know why only do the gleeful come n make me say-

How it would have been with you...and the things you said...

Wish I cud abstain thinking about things which didn’t work n let them fade,

Why does my eyes turn n moist...and why is my heart yearning...

I'm not missing you, and my conscience is not lamenting,

Prefer to keep my pen down...and close my eyes for a while...

Let the brain go numb and sinking heart walk a mile..!!

P.S. haven't I relived this moment..

 

 

2月18日

Submerged mind...

 

Now I’m not going to start my post with a question like I always do when I have to give a presentation! :O

I’m not able to sleep.

My results,

a chat with my sister which lasted for 6 hours last night,

meeting with my cousin today;

none of these provided me the comfort and solace my heart longs for...

In despite of what I feel,

after squelching the longing I possessed.

It is terrible for me to make myself happy with masks that I put on during day time.

The night is meant to be candid, lonely, a faithful representation of what I’m...

and what I FEEL.

I’m growing weak from within, emotional decomposition is the result of restored thoughts and memories..

If I’m making no sense to you then I’m really sorry and request you not to ask me to explain this. My words might have taken the form of a Jumble words exercise, or might appear to be a weird picture portrayed here.

My mind is not in sync with my heart. The disintegration is leading me no where. .

Now the naïve girl within me wants to smile

.......be ‘happy about nothing’,

her soul wants to feel the bliss through the sight and joy in the song her voice sings...

A little dream to slacken the throbbing heart!

to tranquilize the discomposed self within...

12月29日

Happiee Neuww Yeaar!!

I will leave for Dehradun tomorrow morning.
For a Jagran there, at my mama ji's place!
Well, it has been a long time i went there...n met my cousins :D
and
this time i'm really looking for lots f fun n a FRESH START!!
 
New Year..and it is goin to be an year since i started BLOGGING!!..
i pat myself..!!
For being able to write,
and XPRESS..
evn wen it wasnt easy 4 me to do so..
for being able 2 accept my failures!
like i cud nvr do before! :-) ..
and pray to bhgvaanji-
May the coming year bring more emotional independence for me,
financial stability too!..Gi me strength to fight my deepest fears and incapabilities!!
n yes one more wish i make-
for myself n my family!..
Pls grant it too,
(I knw m askin too much in one go...
bt i knw u r kind nuff 2 forgiv me n wud help me become a bettr person!) ..
Luv my mom-dad-n heena(my sis)...my bst frn!..n few luvd1s who stood by me in hard times!
Wish evrybdy a very prosperous n Happy New Year!!..
May it bring lots f happiness and surprises for evrybdy around!!
=)..
Luv,
Megha.
 
 
5月24日

"HARD DISK CRASHED!!"

Hi pals..
Ever wondered since the time of birth how much have we learnt?
I have lived more than 7000 days, and during these days i have learnt so much.
And all that i have downloaded on my memory card is going to be there till the
time i erase it. May be gradually i forget it or my understanding of a few things
is not as perfect as it was some time ago!
But the point to ponder is-
 
What if one day you wake up and all that you have learnt, evaporates!!
 
What i mean is, what if you loose all the knowledge you have gained
till date? And you are unable to perform necessary and  basic activities
and recollect all that you knew (for example: acedemically) so far!!
I would like to know it from you.
Fristly, what is the FIRST thing that comes to your mind when you try to
image and visualize this?
Secondly, tell me what would you do next?
Thirdly, does that scare you, or excite you?
 
Well, i wish if i could have a backup in my mind! As learning and
understanding everything again from the books would be a task
too difficult and unfeasible!! May be boring as well..
Or, if we could have had an option to CTRL+Z :D!!
 
 
Megha.
 
P.S. Waiting eagerly to read all your remarks...rush in your comments guys!!
 
2月11日

"Has it happened with you?"

Isn't it...? It has happened with me. When you have just got over with some relationship in your life and that seems to be the end of the road where as you just pause by to discover there is another waiting for you with arms wide open to nurture it!! And do you give thoughts why is all that happening to you, that too all of a sudden? Without even thinking how is it going to be like later on in future? You start visualizing a future with that person...Silly or innocent or naive.. i don't know but it has happened to me, Do tell me if you have gone through the same!!...:-)
2月9日

"Potatoes, Eggs or Coffee beans?"

Once upon a time a daughter complained to her father that her life was miserable and that she didn't know how she was going to make it. She was tired of fighting and struggling all the time. It seemed just as one problem was solved, another one soon followed.

 

Her father, a chef, took her to the kitchen. He filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Once the three pots began to boil, he placed potatoes in one pot, eggs in the second pot and ground coffee beans in the third pot.

 

He then let them sit and boil, without saying a word to his daughter. The daughter, moaned and impatiently waited, wondering what he was doing. After twenty minutes he turned off the burners. He took the potatoes out of the pot and placed them in a bowl. He pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. He then ladled the coffee out and placed it in a cup.

 

Turning to her, he asked. "Daughter, what do you see?"

"Potatoes, eggs, and coffee," she hastily replied.

"Look closer", he said, "and touch the potatoes." She did and noted that they were soft.

He then asked her to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg.

Finally, he asked her to sip the coffee. Its rich aroma brought a smile to her face.

"Father, what does this mean?" she asked.

He then explained that the potatoes, the eggs and coffee beans had each faced the same adversity-the boiling water. However, each one reacted differently.

The potato went in strong, hard, and unrelenting, but in boiling water, it became soft and weak.

The egg was fragile, with the thin outer shell protecting its liquid interior until it was put in the boiling water. Then the inside of the egg became hard.

However, the ground coffee beans were unique. After they were exposed to the boiling water, they changed the water and created something new.

"Which one are you," he asked his daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a potato, an egg, or a coffee bean?"

In life, things happen around us, things happen to us, but the only thing that truly matters is what happens within us.

Which one are you? When problems come (and they will) how will we react?

 

Will they make us weak, hard hearted or will they cause us to change into something worthwhile?

 

Think about it...

 

 

"Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be."

 

P.S. Guys i had got it in a mail sent by one of my friend, and was moved with it!! hope it will inspire you too...

1月24日

PERCEPTION...

CHANGE Your Point Of View ---............................................................................................. Imagine you're in London's Heathrow Airport. While you're waiting for your flight, you notice a kiosk selling shortbread cookies. You buy a box, put them in your traveling bag and then you patiently search for an available seat so you can sit down and enjoy your cookies.Finally you find a seat next to a gentleman. You reach down into your traveling bag and pull out your box of shortbread cookies.............................................................. As you do so, you notice that the gentleman starts watching you intensely. He stares as you open the box and his eyes follow your hand as you pick up the cookie and bring it to your mouth. Just then he reaches over and takes one of your cookies from the box, and eats it! You're more than a little surprised at this. Actually, you're at a loss for words. Not only does he take one cookie, but he alternates with you. For every one cookie you take, he takes one.................................................... Now, what's your immediate impression of this guy? Crazy? Greedy? He's got some nerve?! Can you imagine the words you might use to describe this man to your associates back at the office? Meanwhile, you both continue eating the cookies until there's just one left............................................................................................................................... To your surprise, the man reaches over and takes it. But then he does something unexpected. He breaks it in half, and gives half to you. After he's finished with his half he gets up, and without a word, he leaves....................................................................................................................... You think to yourself, "Did this really happen?" You're left sitting there dumbfounded and still hungry. So you go back to the kiosk and buy another box of cookies. You then return to your seat and begin opening your new box of cookies when you glance down into your traveling bag. Sitting there in your bag is your original box of cookies -- still unopened..................................................................................................... Only then do you realize that when you reached down earlier, you had reached into the other man's bag, and grabbed his box of cookies by mistake. Now what do you think of the man? Generous? Tolerant? You've just experienced a profound paradigm shift. You're seeing things from a new point of view. Is it time to change your point of view?.................................................................................... Now, think of this story as it relates to your life . Seeing things from a new point of view can be very enlightening. Think outside the box. Don't settle for the status quo. Be open to suggestions. Things may not be what they seem. Most of the things we desire in life are expensive. But the truth is that the things that really satisfy us are absolutely free................................................................ P.S.:- i have dis habbit f thinkin bout ppl..n frm their perspectiv, bleeeev me it does make a diff:-)!! bt Xcessiv thinkin isnt good, Takecare!!
1月22日

"EMBRACE YOUR FLAWS"

EMBRACE YOO FLAWZ.......................................................................................................... A water bearer had two larhe pots, one hung on each end of a pole, which he caried across his neck. One of the pots had a crack in it, and the other pot was perfect and always delievered a full portion of water at the end of the long walk from the stream to the master`s house. But the crack pot always arrived only half full.................................................................................................................................. For two years this went on daily, with the bearer delivering only one-and-a-half pots full of water to his master`s house. Of course, th eperfect pot was proud of it`s accomplishments fulfilled in the design for it was made. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of it`s own imperfection, and miserable that it was unabled to accomplish what it had been made to do. After two years of enduring this bitter shame, the pot spoke the water bearer one day by the stream.............................................................................................................................. "I`m ashamed of myself and i apologise to you." "Why?" asked the bearer. "What are you ashamed of?" "I`ve been able, for these past two years, to deliver only half my load because this crack on my side causes water to leak out and the way back to your master`s house. Because of my flaws, you have to do all of thids work, and you don`t get full value from your efforts," the pot said. The water bearer felt sorry for the old cracked pot, and in his compassion he said..............................................................................., "As we return to the master`s house,I want you to notice the beautiful flowers along the path." Indeed as they went up the hill, the old cracked pot took notice of the sun warming the beautiful wild flowers on the side of the path, and was cheered somewhat. But at the end of the trail, it still felt the old shame because it lead out half its load, and so again the pot apologised to the bearer if it`s failure. the bearer said to the pot,.............................................................................................................................. "Did you not notice that there were flowers only on your side of the path, and not on the other pot`s side? Thats because i`ve always known about your flaw, and i took advantage of it. I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and everyday while we have walked back from the stream, you have watered them. For two years i`ve been able to pick these beautiful flower to decorate my master`s table. Without you being just the way you are, he would not have this beauty to grace his house.".......................................................................................................................... Each of us flaws. We are all cracked pots. In God`s great economy, nothing goes to waste. He uses our flaws to grace the world. Don`t be afraid of your flaws. Aclnowledge them, and you, too, can bring something beautiful to life. P.S.:- i know many of you might have read this story, but i though to post it here just to remind my readers that all of them are significant in their own way. (I`ve taken the story from Times Of India dated 22nd Jan`06.
1月19日

HOW MUCH U R WRRRTH??

How Much You Are Worth?.................................................................................................... A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the dollar bill up................................................................................................................................. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still, the hands were up in the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?"? And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe, crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20..................................................................................................................................... Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value in the eyes of those who love you. "You are 'SPECIAL' - Don't ever forget it!"

Life is....(a diff perception!!)

Hi all.......... read this...nice one....... . THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND 2 CUPS OF COFFEE When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him..................... . When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles....................... . and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was........................ . The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table......................... . and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.......................... . The golf balls are the important things -- your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favorite passions -- things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full........................... The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car. The sand is everything else -- the small stuff." "If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls."............................... . The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups.......................... . Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."............................ . One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend." ............................. .

Giv it a thot..

Why is it so hard to tell the truth........................ yet so easy to tell a lie, why are we so sleepy in temple. But when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?, why is it so hard to talk about God...................... But so easy to talk about nasty stuff?, why are we so bored to look at a religous magazine.. But so easy to look at a nasty one?, why is it so easy to delete a godly offline.............. Yet we froward the nasty ones?? Why are churches and mosques getting smaller....... But yet bars and clubs are growing?... Do you give up?...............Think about it............!!