Though,
I do not know what to write and what to omit..
But still i wanted to describe my impotence and scream out my crippled existence.
Before you think any further and start visualizing my physical state of being, let me edify you, and introduce you to my 'mental' torment..
Now, it has been quite some time(specially past one week) since i have actually smiled from with in!
For sure it is startling to me, that i don't smile and feel happy now. Time passing by, with my examz goin on.. i am idling!!
Which even got worse with the development of inefficinecy.
It is now,
that i have realized the anguish and discomfort of having being know as potent, but still NOT being able to do anything!!
Horrifying it is for sure.. and the nightmare continues... ....

P.S. i have not forgotten about posting about my farewell.. i think it would be possible at the end of this month or in the next month!!